Well well...

It's almost a year since i last posted here. Time sure passed me by. In this one year, SO many things happened.

More recently, i just finished my three months industrial attachment to New Straits Times Press. It was practically becoming a reporter for those 14 weeks. No doubt it was fun, it was all i've been wanting to do, but the stress was seriously burdening. It was even harder for us interns as the allowance given was 'chicken shit'. Crime reporting is certainly my forte, so to speak. The two months i was placed on Crime desk sure passed even faster. Every day was a different assignment, and you'll never get bored. Murders here, robberies there. Dead bodies are found (literally) everywhere. And its not such a big deal looking at dead bodies (plus the blood and stench). Well, i got so used to everything on the Crime desk that for a moment i thought i was done studying and already out into the working world. But then, reality came by and checked up on me. I have another year of classes and exams. *sigh*

Anyway, emotionally, it was so.. uncertain. Yeah, that should be the only word i could describe my love life for the past year. Its not the relationships that was uncertain, i guess its me who's not certain of things. I'm not decisive enough. I'm just not good in making big and major decisions. And its awfully cruel for me to do that. But what can i do? I have always been like this. Dilly-dallying, procrastinating and just taking my own sweet time. All those troubles here and there throughout these years were after effects of my attitude. Will i ever change?

Life in PJ has been fulfilling in one way or another. There were gains and there were losses. It was all experience nonetheless.