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Friday, June 24, 2005

1, 2, Step - Ciara ft. Missy Elliot

1, 2, Step
by Ciara ft. Missy Elliot

Album: Goodies(2004)

[Intro]
Ladies & gentlemen
This is a Jazzie Phizzle
Producizzle
Missy
The princess is here.. Ciara

This beat is..
Automatic, supersonic, hypnotic, funky fresh
Work my body so melodic
This beat flows right through my chest
Everybody ma and poppy came to party
Grab somebody
Work your body, work your body
Let me see you 1,2 step

Rock it
Don't stop it
Everybody get on the floor
Wake the party up
We about to get it on
Let me see yall
1,2 step
I love it when yall
1, 2 step
Everybody
1,2 step
We about to get it on

This beat is..
Outrageous
So contagious
Make you crave it
(Jazzie made it)
So retarded
Top charted
Ever since the day I started
Strut my stuff
And yes I flaunt it
Goodies make the boys jump on it
No I can't control myself
Now let me do my 1,2 step

Rock it
Don't stop it
Everybody get on the floor
Wake the party up
We about to get it on
Let me see yall
1,2 step
I love it when yall
1, 2 step
Everybody
1,2 step
We about to get it on

[Missy]
We goin' to step it like this
oooohhhweee

I don't matter to me
We can dance slow
Whichever way the beats drop
Our bodies will go
So swing it over here, Mr. DJ
And we will.. we will rock you up (oohh)
It don't matter to me
We can dance slow (dance slow.. yeahh)
Whichever way the beats drop
Our bodies wil go
So swing over here, Mr. DJ
And we will, we will rock you
[Missy]
I shake it like jello
And make the boys say hello
Cause they know im rockin' the beat
I know you heard about a lot of great MC's
But the aint got nothing on me
Because im 5 foot 2
I wanna dance with you
And im sophisticated fun
I eat filet mignon
And i'm nice and young
Best believe im number one
Rock it
Don't stop it
Everybody get on the floor
Wake the party up
We about to get it on
Let me see yall
1,2 step
I love it when yall
1, 2 step
Everybody
1,2 step
We about to get it on
Rock it
Don't stop it
Everybody get on the floor
Wake the party up
We about to get it on
Let me see yall
1,2 step
I love it when yall
1, 2 step
Everybody
1,2 step
We about to get it on


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Wednesday, June 22, 2005

Lousy Posts

Hey, i'm really sorry for the last two posts. It just kinda turned my blog into a dark dark place. My friends in college said it was downright scary! Hmm.. is it? Just a lil bit i guess.

Uni has been dreadful these few days. Late nights and early mornings sure got to me. My eyes bags are already drooping down my cheeks. And in no time, i will look like a freak show! But thank God for housemates! Cause everyone in my house seems to be in the same freakin' condition as i am. Those bloody assignments are getting to everyone. And more are coming. I wonder how everyone will cope. Things sure are different nowadays. No more procrastinations. No more chit-chatting. Work, work and WORK!!

On another note, i saw something interesting this morning. I was late for class (as usual), so i hurriedly walked out from my house to the bus stop. Along the way, i passed a small playground, and i saw something that actually stopped me in my tracks. An old lady, should be in her late 60s, she was standing next to a swing, exercising. The kinda exercise old folks normally do in the morning, hands swinging. And on the swing, there was a 1-2 year old child, just sitting there, with a big laugh on his face. The lady whom i reckoned is his granny, pushes the swing from time to time while exercising. And all the while, making faces at the child. The child's laughter could be heard all around. No one else around.. just the two of them. The world seems like nothing to them, while they laugh away their time. Enjoying the light breeze of wind on a Tuesday morning. Just the two of them. An elderly granny, a child still new to this world and nothing else between or around them. And I, a stranger to them, walks pass. The ironic thing is, as normal as the scene may seem, one look of it, it got me thinking of my granny. And how fast i've grown up. How time just seems to seep by silently. After i walked passed them, i started regretting not being able to get a shot of that lil' scene with a camera or something.

But i guess for such a moment, a camera just ain't enough. To put it in my heart.

Wednesday, June 08, 2005

Sometimes.. Somethings In Life

Sometimes.. somethings in life will just hit you right in the face. Things you never thought will throw a punch this hard. The blow will just leave you wondering. "What happened?". Well, that's what just happened. It got to me while i was just wondering how good things will turn out in days to come. I guess i just didn't expected this to happen to me. Not at this time. Not now. But it seems that i just can't avoid that punch. It was meant to hurt. And it really did a good job in injuring me, especially when my guard was down.


"Expecting the world to treat you fairly
because you are a good person
is a little like expecting the bull not to attack you
because you are a vegetarian."

-Dennis Wholey-



Well, it does ring some truth.. doesn't it? Most of us have gone through it, expectations being crush into smithereens. But why do we always still expect? A friend once told me that expectations are what keeps us going everyday. The motivation of life. Without a goal, there's no soul. There's no meaning to life. If we get knocked down, we get up again. And then we expect again. Its just a vicious circle. Isn't it?

But the truth is, each and everytime we get knocked down, we always keep our expectations lower than the previous one. Maybe we don't realize it, but we do that unconciously. Who likes to feel the pain of getting dissapointed?

This time i'm down. But i'm coming up. I'll be standing and start looking at the stars once again. Looking high up and start to dream once again. Ignoring the question that bangs into my head every single time i dream. "When will i fall again?". Ignorance is bliss. I will be standing.. soon.

For the time being, just let me lie down for a little while more. I need the rest. Its hard being knocked out twice in such a short time. Just let me be on the floor.. for now.

Saturday, June 04, 2005

Sir Walter Raleigh

LIFE

What is our life? A play of passion,
Our mirth the music of division,
Our mother's wombs the tiring-houses be,
Where we are dressed for this short comedy.
Heaven the judicious sharp spectator is,
That sits and marks still who doth act amiss.
Our graves that hide us from the setting sun
Are like drawn curtains when the play is done.
Thus march we, playing, to our latest rest,
Only we die in earnest, that's no jest.



I sorta bumped into this poem. A rather sad and depressed one. I guess it just matches what i've been feeling these few days. Its been kinda rough these few days. Sometimes its just more than i can take. But what else can i do but to face it head on? It was all my fault. I dare not say it wasn't mine. I couldn't. It was all ME. It is kinda hard, when you're in this misery, and you still have to keep a straight face. The pain inside is so unreal. No thousand needles poking my heart. No breathing difficulties. No nothing. It is almost like cancer. It strikes unknowingly. Slowly killing and tormenting. But not showing. This is what it is.

When you're in such a somber mood, you get to think about a lot of things you often seem to miss out. Things such as how real loneliness actually feels, how hard it is to force a smile, how slow i seem to walk sometimes, how beautiful a half crescent moon looks like in the middle of the night and how torturous it can be when you're stuck in a chirpy and happy chat with friends. Everything spells L-I-F-E. This is what life is. Just like what the poem states.. a short comedy.

Are you in one? I am.

Wednesday, June 01, 2005

A New Lease Of Life.. Good? Hardly..

It's been weeks since i last blogged. Everyone has been bugging me to blog. Well, i've been pretty busy since the new sem started. Running around.. getting things done, buying stuff and spending loads of money!! But i think that's something i can't avoid. I'm staying in freakin' PJ! And this is a whole lot different from Wangsa Maju. If i were to compare prices, WM would've been Perak in a football game against Chelsea. Yes, that's the bloody difference. Spending money is just a way of life here.. its the trend. And sadly, i'm not keeping up. But thanks to a caring and lovely soul (Su Chien), she got a weekend job for me at Burberry, where she worked since last sem. Hmm.. actually, i got the job just because she wanted someone to accompany her home after work every weekend. But, what the hell, i got a job! Though the wage is kinda low (Rm5 an hour), its still way better than staying at home for the weekend.

The first two weeks of uni is just plain bored. Just the usual stuff.. registration, walk around campus, speeches, introduction to subjects.. and that sort. Luckily my anticipation towards entering uni wasn't high, if not, i would've been devastated. The orientation week was more of a hassle to everyone than an expectation of fun and games. Well, there goes my first and last uni orientation. Another thing about my uni is.. its very small and cramped! It's more like a tuition centre than a Uni. Its just one block of building which is a few storeys high. But, at least i got an assuring word from my dad a few days ago. He called a friend of his who is working as a lecturer(in Taylor's i think) and asked about the accreditation of the degree in UTAR, and he said that the standard of UTAR is one of the best in the country. Adding that UTAR are comparable to the likes of USM and UM. I don't know how true those words are.. but at least it got me some assurance. Heck, i don't have any other choice now, do i?

I forgot to mention the fact that i have been sick for the past few days. The fever has been coming and going quite randomly. The same thing happened when i first moved into Wangsa Maju. So, i guess this is something i'm quite prone to.. getting sick in a new place. Hope i'll recover before the weekend. If not, i'll suffer while working this weekend. Though there's not much work, but its the 10 hours of standing thats been killing me. So, everyone reading this.. please pray that i recuperate before this Sat!! thanx!!

Hmm.. guess this is all i'll tell for the time being. Can't think of anything to write. Hey, wait.. i just remembered, i haven't had my dinner yet.. dang..